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Hey yall, today I have a few things to talk about but nothing too crazy. Today's post is just going to be just what it is, a post on the internets or the world to see. I don't plan on getting too off the wall but who knows where it will go. Sometimes that's just the beauty of it all, sometimes you just need to write down your feelings and just let it happen. Anyways, today I was walking around outside and my mind really started to race about a million other little things such as my future, the meaning of life, and 50 other things that are completely out of my control. However, I am finally learning that you can't always listen to every little thought that pops up on your head, sometimes a thought is well.... just a thought sometimes it's just meant to be that way. Don't get me wrong, it has taken me quite a while to come to this conclusion but I think that's just apart of the experience. You live and you learn every single day and it's supposed to be life-changing.... not stressful. Grant it, there have been plenty of things to cross my mind in my life but NOTHING like the things I have been thinking this week! #millenialproblems

• Elections are coming up soon and that's all I have to say about that for now. Yall. VOTE!
• How on earth am I about to be 29 years old soon! Whew chile, I gotta get it together! ASAP!
• This week I learned that sunflowers get all of their energy from the sun but on the cloudy days they turn toward one another and share each other's energy. I guess you're never too old to learn something new!
• Are we all just going to continue to pretend like climate change isn't happening? 
• This past summer I lost all of the copies to all of my dances I performed in undergrad and I just recently got a fresh copy of them all I couldn't be more excited about it! I promise I am going to back them up in all of the places so I ever have to worry about losing them again! 
• Daylight savings is getting closer and closer and I am stressed because my sleeping pattern is going to be thrown waaaay off! I thought we were getting rid of this time rewind anyways!?
• I feel like I have needed more help as an adult than I ever did as a child! Ugh, welcome to real life I suppose. I don't know who told me that I'd be living in a four-bedroom home, married and raising three kids by 24 in this economy but I can assure you that it's all a lie! Ha!
• Do I still want to go to graduate school or do I NOT? Questions that need to be answered....
• I'm still figuring out my life, and that's ok. No one has it together and that's ok as well.
• Yall, is it bad that I just want to ignore the news because it gives me soooo much anxiety? Ugh! I have started watching the news once every other day because there are just too many bad things happening in this world and sometimes it can be a bit overwhelming.

Needless to say, there are a million things running across my mind every single day BUT I have learned to ignore what stresses me out and embrace what brings me joy. Like I said at the beginning of this post, there really wasn't anything in particular that I wanted to say but I do feel better since I have let a few of my thoughts out into the real world. I am learning that I can't control every little outcome of my life and somethings just honestly happen for a reason. With that being said, I am going to enjoy the rest of my day, drink loads of coffee, and clear my headspace for tomorrow. As a millennial, we all know how hard it can be to navigate the world when there is so much on your mind but I BELIEVE IN US! We can make it through. I am signing off for today and I will see you guys tomorrow! Happy Thursday yall!

Always Living and Forever Learning,

Sha'Carey Martin